Thursday, January 14, 2010

I missed a day.

14 days. 

I knitted every day for 13 days, but missed day 14.  Day 15 isn't looking too promising either.  I didn't feel well yesterday and a migraine was causing my vision to blur, so no knitting.  :(  Today, I just have a TON of things to do, so if any knitting happens, it will have to be after Master of Disaster goes to bed. 

The truth about yesterday is that I suffer from depression and I let it get the better of  me yesterday.  I have been without medication since mid-December because my Army Doctor is disorganized and can't call in my prescriptions as promised of a mix-up with getting my script renewed.  I made it through Christmas without bloodshed.  And that's an accomplishment since I had to listen to my jerk uncle cut into a conversation that he was not a part of to explain to me what "organic" means as if I'm too stupid to walk the Earth.  If he had let me finish.... anyway... calming down... Let's just say that God gave us family so that we would have a reason to pray.

Moving on....  basically, the last 2 weeks have been bad.  I'll be calling the doctor and getting in to see him SOON!  I think Jerry will call if I don't.  Things were not the worst they've ever been, but they weren't good either. 

So!  More drugs and knitting please!!  ;)

1 comment:

  1. I'll be praying for you, Mel. I've battled depression in the past as well, and I know how difficult it is. Get the medicine soon! Also, there are meds you can be safely taking while pregnant (I know you are trying to get pregnant). I'm sure you've probably had that conversation with your doctor, but I wanted to mention it just in case. I took paxil while expecting Ava (which, as it turns out, is NOT safe to take while pregnant, but she's fine, so it's all good). I don't know if I could have survived without it.

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